so here's another perspective on the attack of the scorpions... God is pushing me to move away! i only partially joke. but tell ya what, if i was starting to get cozy these last few weeks that was a quick way to throw me off. couldnt You have just revealed a job or some insight instead? seriously, these things give me the heebeist geebies. i'm gunna need more than paranoid fear to get out though.
i really hate them. and i googled them, turns out they're related to spiders. satan spiders. that is what they are. ugh. found out spray paint doesnt kill them. just gives them a prettier outer shell that is harder to smash. so i retreated to the couch and watched doctor who, then discovered that bbc world news is pretty good stuph. then i fell asleep. there's still a pastel blue squished mess to clean up eventually though. it's a really good thing we never finished the floor in there. sigh.
well, i should be artsy today. get some of this pent-up energy out.
another strange thing. what's the deal w/ the anxiety hit when my parents talk about job stuph? yes, i want a job... so why does this heavy thing take over my chest? stop it! honestly, i really need to be free from this.
ok God? please?
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